Entry title: Its mean a lot...
Date / Time : Saturday, April 01, 2006 / 10:50 AM
Waa...wat a boring day..not much thing i can do for today..just watching dvd thats all...i see everyday i feel like this..i dont knoe why..may be this life nearly become a boring life...nobody knoe...did u knoe it??
Did u like preassure??when someone did to u wat u gonna make it ?? angry ?? wanna kick ass ?? or just leave it and pretending nothin happen...eveyday this thing always play in my mind .. i hate it..and when it become and become may be my mind gonna blow it to be special pie ... still hot and burn...hehe..sometime everyhing wat we have done nobody try to appriciate it but they all always complaining bout this..bout that..this wrong u always make rite..wat the hell of this fuckin shit..did someone can tell me bout this...sometime i m tired to be like this...i just wanna happy life thats all..isk isk i never being like this before..may be this is the first and the last..if come again why not..isnt it...am i rite...
Hurm...for this moment i never feel bad ..i just feel i will lost wat i hav infront of me..may be friends..love...hurmm..and today i feel i lost everythin i don knoe..i try to hide from heart but i cant..i cant do it become i just a normal human who has no power to stop it to thinkin like that..isn it rite...sometime my blog is real friend for a moment but it cant talk wif me just can publish me wrote..wat i think in mlmy mind..i thinks it mean a lot for me...
Wat its friendsip ?? did u care wat the meaning of friendship ?? love ?? did u care of dat ?? i think u dont thinkin it .. and for me its boring stuff nothin can change for this life..just same and same ..sometime i doubt and thinkin should i deserve all of this ?? hurm...for love i dont think so...i think relationship wat we hav done everyday dont hav a trust hurmm..did u all think that .. wat kind of this love..i don want to talk about this..sometime i feel hurt and pain..and sometime i can be a sensitive person who i dont knoe am i a real person...?? heh sometime i play a drama..i am an act and an actress..director..shooting man..all kind of that..hurm..i think i should publish this..may be it interesting for u all or may be not hehe ...
I love this part when long time i keep it in my diary..
Well love is a bitch all relationships end... What happens now , when that persons gone... The one who you thought , you could always count on.. You fall in love , and they fall out , all realationships end...
How do I let go of a love ... That meant so much to me How do I go on , when your part of me... I'm dying inside , each time i see you ... Don't lose sight of me , Cause you all i see , Your still all i see ...
Wat kind of shit i write this..sorry may be i feel not well today..may be headche and flu...everyday i almost die beocz of this desease..eheh but i m not ready to die..hav a lot work to do and hav a thinkin bout the future...may be i feel better after i wrote this in my blog...hurmm..
