Entry title: If i die tonite......
Date / Time : Sunday, July 24, 2005 / 10:26 AM
If I die tonight would there be anyone who miss me and cry for me? .....
Would the cry be for the love that they have for me or would it be for the regrets of the little time that are spent together?....
If I die tonight would there be empty spaces that I left in anyone’s heart?....
Would it be replaced by others or would it be permanently unoccupied?....
If I die tonight would there be sleepless soul tomorrow for they cry and cry for hours thinking of the miserable truth that we shall never cross each other’s path, ever, again?....
If I die tonight would there even be someone who would remember me as long as they breathe? Or would the memories of me grow fainter as the time goes by?...
If I die tonight where shall I be placed? ....
Would it be an excruciating suffering or would it be a breeze? ...
If I die tonight would I be able to see the beauty of the heaven and experience the bliss that lies inside of it?....
Or would I be damned and endure the ferocious flames of misery for the sins that had been done ungratefully? ....
If I die tonight, would my mother cry as she sits alone in my room and sadly reminisces of the journey that she saw me through from the beginning to the very end? ....
Would she even cry for thinking that never did it cross her mind that she would be able to witness the end of my passage? ...
If I die tonight, would my brother cry as he caresses my clothes and would he try to take a full inhale of my scent that might linger? ...
If I die tonight, would I be praised pleasantly or would I be criticized harshly?....
I don’t have any of the answers. Neither do I know when will I have them.
But if I die tonight, remember me and never forgets me. Miss me and please never let it come to a halt. And if there is love for me that is presence in your heart, nurture it with the memories. It helps to think that someone actually cares for me. If I die tonight.....
